Been awhile since Ive updated.. Not much has really happened though.
I have been accepted conditionally into a nursing program for august, im very happy about that. seems almost unreal that my dreams are finally being made a reality, I am quite excited. Unfortunately on the conditional part of being accepted though it means that I complete my biology 30 and upgraded math courses with a good mark and i'm kind of stressing.
I find that I will start something and it will be exciting and fun and easy. but as soon as I get a little time off I totally lose my motivation, unfortunately that is what has been happening to me lately in my college courses- IM LAZY! AH : (
My life is good and I do well, but to say in the least it is kind of bland.. I get up every morning do my daily routine, go to school, stress out/drink extreme amounts of coffee, come home and cook, and watch movies or play call of duty. it is like this 5 days a week with the exception breaks.. my weekends consist of killing my liver out of boredom and every once and awhile listening to my friends sexual conquests as she bounces back to different guys.
My question to anyone who is willing to answer me is, am I just falling into a routine where I can change something (especially since my quality of living is quite high and I have no need to want for anything) or is it that this is what the rest of my life is going to be? Maybe I am at the crossroads of figuring out who I am as a person.
I am at that age where I do not know what to do with my life, Im still young.. have an amazing boyfriend who is caring and not drama filled like previous ones and he helps me out.
Maybe I need hobbies? or a project that does not involve killing my liver (because this is really getting old going out to the bar every weekend).. Does anyone have any suggestions? I am also debating going to animethon this year and was going to order my passes soon, possibly commision a cosplay outfit (cause i cannot sew to save my life lol)
Anime-alberta has given me alot of grief it seems like, apparently my new laptop has been banned from the server because of my IP address which I have no idea how that is possible. and my old account was banned as well, i assume from inactivity. I feel where I live in the middle of the boonies of alberta that I am losing my only grasp of anime in the near communities. doesnt help that ive emailed the board administrators and they refuse to reply and try to give me some insight on this matter : (
*coughIalsohaveanobsessionwithebaycough*
Kind of all over the place in this update, hopefully I can sort myself out soon.
P.s. Kingdoms at war is a really addicting game.. add me if you like. cutesensei
PS3 online for call of duty black ops too!~ cutesensei
God bless, and hope everyone is having a fantastic new year!
- Adrienne~